2014年11月2日 星期日
M 16W4D柯滄銘羊穿檢查
今年政府又多補助了3000元，
等於只要自費3000元就可以做羊穿檢查了
不過這次感覺好痛
因為醫生他們這次都講解的很仔細
才慢慢下針取樣
好痛！
而且醫生下針時，
我看超音波圖，小米米游過來了！
我好緊張，
醫生他們一直說是3D的看起來像是針與米米重疊了，
其實沒有@@
嚇死我了
這次做完羊穿真的好累，回家休息了…
201501補充：終於收到補助的支票了，但為什麼是從中部的健保局寄來？不太懂，找時間去郵局存囉~~~
Because of you
好有FU的歌
Because Of You
I will not make the same mistakes that you did
我不會犯下你曾犯過的錯誤
I will not let myself
我不會讓我自己這麼做
Cause my heart so much misery
因為我的心受了這麼多苦痛
I will not break the way you did,
我不會違背你的意願
You fell so hard
你重重摔落
I've learned the hard way
我費了好大的勁才學會
To never let it get that far
永遠不要讓它遠離
Because of you
因為你
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
我永遠不會偏離人行道
Because of you
因為你
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
我學會凡事都打安全牌 我才不會受傷
Because of you
因為你
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
我很難再相信任何人 不只是我自己 還有我身邊的每個人
Because of you
因為你
I am afraid
我變的害怕
I lose my way
我失去自我
And it's not too long before you point it out
而這就在你指出一切之前
I cannot cry
我不能哭
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
因為我知道這在你眼中是懦弱的
I'm forced to fake
我被迫假裝
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
我人生的每一天都在假裝微笑 假裝開心
My heart can't possibly break
我的心不可能破碎
When it wasn't even whole to start with
因為它從一開始就沒完整過
Because of you
因為你
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
我永遠不會偏離人行道
Because of you
因為你
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
我學會凡事都打安全牌 我才不會受傷
Because of you
因為你
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
我很難再相信任何人 不只是我自己 還有我身邊的每個人
Because of you
因為你
I am afraid
我變的害怕
I watched you die
我看著你墮落
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
每晚在你睡覺時我都聽到你在哭
I was so young
我那時太年輕
You should have known better than to lean on me
你應該比我更清楚 你依靠我
You never thought of anyone else
你永遠不在乎別人的感受
You just saw your pain
你只看到你的痛苦
And now I cry in the middle of the night
而現在我在半夜哭泣
For the same damn thing
為了同一件該死的事
Because of you
因為你
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
我永遠不會偏離人行道
Because of you
因為你
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
我學會凡事都打安全牌 我才不會受傷
Because of you
因為你
I try my hardest just to forget everything
我盡了全力只為忘記一切
Because of you
因為你
I don't know how to let anyone else in
我不知道該如何讓任何人進入我的心
Because of you
因為你
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
我對我的人生感到羞恥 因為它完全空虛
Because of you
因為你
I am afraid
我變的害怕
Because of you
因為你
Because of you
都是因為你